My throat burns and my mouth tastes disgusting
I had to grab the closest thing to me. I couldn’t hold it back. I was in the middle of picking up a few things off the floor and it just..happened.
I guess my body is so used to being leant over the toilet that any time I bend over my stomachs like..oh here I’ll help.
It’s so triggering. I want to continue just because it seems so much easier now. I always dreaded the day throwing up was effortless.
I feel like crying. Look what I did.











